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John Mark Mcmillan

Posted in interesting finds, music, video, writings with tags , , , , on June 4, 2010 by jordanhalland

I hate worship music. I know for many of you what I just said is sacrilege but it is true. I believe most of what we define as worship music today is dishonest, self-deceiving, Novocain played over ripped off U2 chords. I did not say that I hate Worship. I’m speaking solely of the genre of ccm worship music. My hangup comes from lyrics like “I will worship” and “all I want is you” and other things that Christians are entirely incapable of doing on their own. No one, not even David Crowder, not even Keith Green, has ever completely surrendered to Christ. We have moments of clarity where we empty out ourselves and are intimately connected to Christ, but then we want pizza; or a cute girl walks by. Or we realize how close we are to God at that moment and we get a little impressed with ourselves. Thus humans are incapable of accomplishing what we say we do every week through our worship music.

Beyond my theological hangups I hate the style of ccm worship music. In my mind there is only one good U2 song and that one is called “Sunday Bloody Sunday” The rest are the two egos of Bono and the Edge battling over who knows their instrument better. But for some reason CCM worship music as a whole has latched on to the late 80′s – early 90′s sound of U2 and never let go. Every church has a guitarist that plays maybe 3 notes through a song but using his pedals and Whammy bar he stretches them out to the point where the Edge himself has to say “enough, already.”

What worship music I do love and what connects me closer to the creator is honest music. Where the musician isn’t pretending to have it all together. Where they question God openly and honestly like we all do. It doesn’t have to be sung by a full band in v-necks and a coif of feathered “hillsong hair” on their heads. Some of these artists aren’t even Christians, but they still connect me to God. John Mark Macmillan is one of my favorites. He is the writer of “How he loves us” which was covered on David Crowders latest album (minus a verse and the word sloppy). If your church has a name like “Horizon” “The Rescue” or “Anthem” (that last ones my church) then I’m sure you have already sang it at least once. I bought John Marks album a while ago and I’m not crazy about all of it but the “How he loves us” is amazing. The last verse he can’t even get through cause it speaks specifically towards what is covered in the video. Unfortunately David Crowders version doesn’t have the last verse. While I think that was wise because it isn’t his story, I don’t feel you get the whole picture with Crowders version. In the original you hear the pain in John Marks voice. You hear that he is saying those words more to convince himself that through the crap of life He still loves us. It’s powerful. The video is the story behind John Mark Mcmillan’s song. We need to invest in honest artists rather than the lowest common denominator.

Citing your influences

Posted in interesting finds, stories and articles, Uncategorized, writings with tags , on May 14, 2010 by jordanhalland

Pablo Picasso once said “Bad artists copy. Good artists steal..” I’ve had many arguments about what that exactly means. Especially in the context of street art and clothing design. As far as I can tell the consensus is that it’s ok to borrow from pop culture but not from other brands in our industry. When I started skateboarding in the early 90′s the industry was going through a plagiarism phase where companies would copy a well known brand not leaving out any detail. I can think of Jason Lee’s pro model boards for blind featuring the Grinch or DR. Seuss’ famous hat. It was rampant in the early days of the rebirth of skateboarding so much so that now it’s kind of a faux paux within skateboarding. In a lot of ways skateboarding grew up in the early 90′s and those companies that ripped logos off mainly for mockery now have hundreds of employees and thousands of investors. Acting as they did when they were printing shirts in their garage is not safe anymore.

But street art and street wear (I hate that term) still embrace this idea of copying mainstream design. I think that this might be because art should reflect pop culture for what it really is. Andy Warhal did this with such simplicity and fervor that his example is still the basis for what most street artists do today.

There is, however, a grey area where many people get criticized: Citing your influences. I don’t think it’s necessary to give examples of every artist you borrowed from to make a design. I borrowed the Michelin man for a shirt for the DR and cited it but I probably didn’t need to just because he is so recognizable. Shepard Fairey of Obey is constantly under scrutiny for borrowing photos or old propaganda posters for his work. There recently was a huge lawsuit because his famous Obama poster used a photo owned by the Associated Press. I would say these criticisms are unnecessary. What he is doing is taking our culture and running it though his brain then showing us what he thinks about it. You wouldn’t look at his Obama poster and say “that’s an AP photo!” You inherently know that it is an Obey piece. If a designer blatantly copies line for line a piece of work then offers it as his own that is wrong. If he is influenced by an artist, musician, country, religion and his art reflects that influence then there is nothing wrong with that. Picasso himself was influenced by his predicessors then he moved beyond his influences and sources to new territory. The same will happen to any artist that sticks to his work and begins to find his own voice.

Below are a few of my influences.Click on the photos to be taken to their websites.

Confessions of a Liberal Christian

Posted in graphic design, portfolio, writings with tags , , , , , , on March 24, 2010 by jordanhalland

One Way Board Shop in Santa Maria, CA asked me to do this design based on the famous Shepherd Fairey print. They are using the proceeds to support a number of non-profits. I love Shepherd Fairey and thought he wouldn’t mind. There is maybe 1000 different versions of this same parody of his beautiful poster. But My opinion is you don’t have to be the first, you just have to be the best.

Below is a story I’ve been working on for a while. I am very reluctant to post simply because I have some conservative friends that I dearly care for and I don’t want anything as trivial as politics get in the way of that. Having said that, I sometimes fell like its a given that if you are a christian you are republican. I wanted to post something that showed the variety views within the body of Christ. However, if this causes more pain and trouble than it’s worth, I’m taking it down. Please read through and tell me what you think.

Politics are sticky. It was easier when I was younger. Republicans were right all of the time and Democrats were doing the devils work. I even voted for Bush twice. But a strange thing happened on my way to my 30′s. I began to doubt the rhetoric I was being fed. After the 2004 presidential election I over-dosed on politics. I had a 50 mile commute every morning and would spend my time listening to am talk radio. My favorite host was Glenn Beck. But the Glenn Beck that now hosts his show on the fox network is not the same man who was questioning both sides of the aisle. He was funny and self-deprecating. Sure there were signs of his paranoia. There was the one show where he announced that he had over a years worth of food stored for when the world ended. But those moments were few and far between. It actually was His show that finally made me turn off the radio. After the 2004 election he talked about needing a break from the politics. I realized that I was so wrapped up in reading up on policies, voting records, and swift boat vets that it consumed most of my mental state. I was certain that John Kerry was a terrible choice for president and honestly my opinion of him hasn’t changed that much. I still believed that Bush was doing the right thing by invading Iraq and that the patriot act was necessary but i felt like I had my fill of the saccharin that is the election season.

I noticed that the talking points and issues that at one time seemed to hinge to the foundations of our country suddenly were not as imperative. After a while the things I was seeing Bush do in the news didn’t make any sense. The Patriot act was an invasion fueled by fear rather than a safety net for freedom. The detaining of prisoners in Guantanamo without due process revealed an administration that danced around the Geneva convention and the constitution, spinning phrases and definitions to fit their own fears and desires. The more Bush did the more I felt like I was defending a drunk uncle who meant well but somehow knocked over the dinner table and passed out in the lawn. And after a while I couldn’t defend him anymore.

Then we moved to California and into our apartment in Carlsbad. And I understand that i’m admiting to moving to California and that will negate the rest of what I have to say to many (especially those who listen to Glenn Beck) but for the first time in my life I was surrounded by the issues that I was so confident in.

Our neighbors were this wonderful family with a daughter the same age as our son. The mom was an “undocumented worker” from Southern mexico. We’ll call her Rosa. Rosa married John, who grew up in Los Angeles. They had a daughter together that was one of our sons closest friends. According to the government Rosa was legally a citizen because of her marriage to John. But one day they received a letter in the mail stating that although Rosa was a legal U.S. Citizen now, she would have to be deported for two years to make up for the time she was here illegally.

Suddenly my stance on illegal immigration changed. No longer were illegals faceless criminals choking up the system, they were my neighbors and friends. We were outraged that our government would tear apart a family because of a lack of paperwork. My wife wrote letters to the judges overseeing Rosa’s case. And we waited for the results.

That incident made me re-think many of my conservative ideals. After really scrutinizing many of my preconceived notions about the best way this government runs I came to the realization that my stance on issues had less to do with the bible and more to do with Capitalism and business. There is nothing wrong with either capitalism or business but I began to consider what it meant to follow Jesus’ teachings while following the teachings of conservatism. And unfortunately I can’t seem to reconcile the two.

I guess what frustrates me is that it’s almost a given now that if you are an Evangelical Christian you are going to tow the republican party line. I have had numerous conversations with close friends that begin with them commenting on an issue that, because I go to church with them, they assume I agree with their stance. For a while I wouldn’t rock the boat and I’d keep my mouth shut. But the more I did this the more awful it felt. I decided, when appropriate, I would engage in the debate. This has led to amazing conversations with some very smart people.

What gets me the most upset though is when Christians demonize liberals, progressives, democrats, even the gay community. I’ve looked through the teachings of Jesus and the only instance I saw of Christ name calling was at the religious leaders of his day. He called them a brood of vipers. He never went into a pagan temple and declared that they wanted to destroy Rome or Jerusalem with their left wing ideals. He never once said their way of life is tearing apart the fabric of traditional marriage. Yet Christians seem more known for what they are against these days than for who they serve.

Am I a democrat? No. But I’m certainly not a republican either. Do I agree entirely with either parties talking points? No. But I do believe that not many people are dyed in the wool republicans or blue dog democrats. I believe that if we turn off the radio we might see that we agree on most things. Do I believe that either side is hell-bent on destroying america? No. Radio is a business. and fear of the unknown causes people to circle the wagons and repeat each others rhetoric to reinforce our own need to be right. Talk radio understands this and use it to our detriment. A friend of mine said it best. He considers himself not a republican or a democrat. He told me that he considers first his citizenship and all that stands for. He considers Where his allegiance lies and how best he can represent that in the ballot box. His citizenship is irrevocable and permeates every other aspect of his life so his political views should not be any different. First and foremost He is a citizen of heaven and that will always have more pull than Glenn, Rush, Keith, or Obama.

MewithoutYou album review

Posted in portfolio, published articles, writings with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , on May 17, 2009 by jordanhalland

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Comparisons could be made between Bob Dylan and Mewithoutyou’s lead singer and lyricist, Aaron Weiss. Both string story and prose together in coded symbols so complex only the author fully knows their meaning. But after listening to the groups fourth album, it’s all crazy! it’s all false! it’s all a dream! it’s alright, a more accurate comparison might be St. Francis of Assisi. Weiss’ lyrics have always used animals as supporting cast yet in MewithoutYou’s latest album they seem to take center stage conversing with each other and Jesus, commanding army’s, sailing across the sea, and stealing pastries from peasants. Yet Animals acting like humans is the most feasible of the elements on MewithoutYou’s fourth studio album. There is an argument between the vegetable inhabitants of a garden in “Bullet to a binary pt.2” and fruit with indigestion in “Fig with a bellyache.” The subjects covered in this new album might be alienating to new listeners but fans of MewithoutYou will be familiar with the poetic license taken by Wiess.

“it’s all crazy!” feels as if it was written without an audience in mind at all. They seem unconcerned with what their fans expect, which makes for a unique listening experience. The style swings from folk to orchestral ballads to classic hymns. All the while held up under the weight of Weiss’ lyrics, which swing just as much. A beautifully jarring lyric about lusting after a woman in the song, “fig with a bellyache” is a prime example:

We pretend to care like we understand.
Our eyes go soft, but know it now.
We’re thinking about your Mammary glands and how to sail your birth canal.

Weiss strips away the facade around the male perception of female beauty in a way that reveals the emptiness behind the action of lusting. This brutally honest approach has become a staple of MewithoutYou and their body of work. What is different with this album is that while the earlier records asked more questions, this album seems to be making statements. The first three albums were filled with a young mans angst and wonder at a world controlled by a God that he knew loved him but not necessarily what that meant while “It’s all Crazy!” is a sliver of the wisdom that comes from intimately following Christ through those questions.

The beauty behind MewithoutYou is that they are essentially a worship band. But unlike the majority of bands under the wide and fattened umbrella of Contemporary Christian Music they don’t choose the lowest common denominator; a trend that many bands seem to follow, leaving their songs filled with lyrics and guitar riffs reminiscent of old “Up with People” ballads. MewithoutYou just makes the music they feel led to make. If they want to say how much God loves you they have a beetle king whisper it to his children before he goes off to his immanent death. If they want to sing the name of God they proclaim it in Arabic. If they want to tell a story about a famous character in the Bible they will make one up about King David bargaining with death to come another day. Weiss isn’t worried about moving the masses, just about moving his own heart. The result is honest, beautiful songs that stand on their own without the normal trappings of Contemporary Christian Music.

MewithoutYou seems to be expanding and maturing leaving behind the harder, crunchier styling’s of their youth for a sound more in the vein of Danielson Familie or Anathallo. Listening back over their previous records the path they have taken can easily be seen. What remains the same is the heart Behind MewithoutYou. The lyrics drip with symbolism and story, hope and pain. With every listen the album meaning is made clearer and more questions are revealed like a flower slowly coming to bloom. The lyrics appear coded only because we aren’t part of the conversation. “It’s all Crazy!” is the communications between Weiss and God. We just happen to be eavesdropping.

MewithoutYou’s fourth album, it’s all crazy! it’s all false! it’s a dream! it’s all right is available Tuesday, May 19th.

Hipsters in space

Posted in writings with tags , , , , , , , on October 22, 2008 by jordanhalland

My friend Vince e-mailed me this video the other day. I’ve shown it to a few people and I get the same reaction every time. “Those kind of people drive me nuts.” That’s the general consensus. I have yet to have someone say, “Wow, is that what I’m like?” I know hipster is a dirty word much like butt rocker in the 90′s or disco in the 80′s but I tend to think we are all hipsters, myself included. My blog alone is riddled with enough hipster fodder for a society of nike dunk wearing, cochella hermits to survive on. I think the definition of a hipster is someone who thinks more highly of themselves than others. Ergo, you believe that your life is so interesting that perfect strangers would be captivated by your existance. So you set up a myspace and a facebook and a blog and a flickr and a twitter. You do all this because you view yourself as a brand. And who wouldn’t want what to buy what you’re selling? The bottom line is I have this blog because I find myself fascinating. I still cringe when I hear the word hipster because I know I have hipster tendancies and I think we all do. So watch this video, figure out which character you most resemble, blog about it, buy a scarf and the new animal Collective (before they are mainstream), and sink into obscurity with the rest of us. Meaningless, meaningless a chasing after the wind!

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